So i thought dating would help me with my inability to cuddle and all around relationship phobias. Relationship is like jail... y would i do that again... i learned my lesson.
However, i have tried to date and i have some experiences that might still help those of you that still think there is a prince charming, cinderella or whatever.
Do:
Text to let the person know your thinking of them
Dont:
Text over and over, find them on Twitter and Facebook and request them......... its makes you look like a stalker and just bc its online, you are still thought of as a perv that masterbates to anime and has a huge hole/trap n your basement
Do:
Try to Impress, its like a job interview but you get sex instead of money lol
Dont:
1. Act like you have no home training, here is a secret men... the reason your losing your women to Lesbians is because all of those old fashioned ways women used to be treated... women are still doing it
2. Profess that you have found the one and you will date no other... ummm what check pls
3. Answer your phone, its shouldnt even be on if you have that type of addiction
4. Make drug deals (its happened)
5. Invade personal space... I dont know you y r you in my bubble!!!
6. Dont invite someone back to your house for a session.... sounds like I need a safe word and Elliott Stabler
7. Dont talk about marriage, kids or the future..... just ewwwwwwwwww
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
2012 Thoughts
I am so thankful for the end of 2011, it was getting to a point where i just wasnt happy anymore.
The problem with this is, as it was pointed out to me, i have a endless resourse of rage available when needed. For whatever reason rage is my go to emotion, it is responsible for my temper, and my drive. I was the person that got pissed off on the soccer field and played better. I felt not good enough for most of my life and took that to go to work my butt off to be sucessful.
I just have to make the rought decisons right now.
1. Cleaning Out My Closet: I had to get rid of someone very important to me. Our friendship was not good for my emotional health, and since that is shaky as it is, i had to do it. It is crappy bc this person knew me better than most and when it came down to it was a ride or die. In a time when im having issues dealing with the dynamics of other friendships it was hard to say goodbye.
2. Life is Short Hypocrite: I find it really hard to cut people out of my life or plan for the future because life is short. I try to live by it but i need a certain sort of stability. So yeah life is short when i get on rollar coasters and go white water rafting and plan a trip to china but it doesnt factor into ending friendships, saving for a house or losing weight. So apparently life is short but i have to be an adult, i dont like it but it is the nature of me. I need stability if i didnt, i would be on Whale Wars throwing pipe bombs at whalers.. and would love every minute.
3. Vegan Here Again: Being a Vegan is like watching the Holocaust happen telling everyone that its happening and them saying... la la la lalala im not listening.... and then looking at you like your crazy. Somehow caring about the another living creature beside humans makes you crazy... ummm... what. I ask christians all the time, "do you think god wants his creatures tortured and abused for your sandwich, or your eye shadow or your fashion," and im not religious but i do believe in God, my god just isnt color coated and close minded.
4. Expectations: I expect way to much of my friends. Mostly i expect them to act how i would in a given situation which isnt fair and i understand that, but it doesnt stop me from being dissapointed or hurt by their actions. I just hope it doesnt make me pull away and lose respect.
5. Soooo in Closing: Fuck You 2011, this year im taking care of me. I am going to do what makes me happy, stop putting others ahead of myself, and stop giving all my energy to people that take it for granted. I will buy a house, finish my book, go to China, Lose Weight, Learn to Ride a Horse and Shoot Guns ( not at the same time). It time for me, bc im the only one that will make me a priority.
The problem with this is, as it was pointed out to me, i have a endless resourse of rage available when needed. For whatever reason rage is my go to emotion, it is responsible for my temper, and my drive. I was the person that got pissed off on the soccer field and played better. I felt not good enough for most of my life and took that to go to work my butt off to be sucessful.
I just have to make the rought decisons right now.
1. Cleaning Out My Closet: I had to get rid of someone very important to me. Our friendship was not good for my emotional health, and since that is shaky as it is, i had to do it. It is crappy bc this person knew me better than most and when it came down to it was a ride or die. In a time when im having issues dealing with the dynamics of other friendships it was hard to say goodbye.
2. Life is Short Hypocrite: I find it really hard to cut people out of my life or plan for the future because life is short. I try to live by it but i need a certain sort of stability. So yeah life is short when i get on rollar coasters and go white water rafting and plan a trip to china but it doesnt factor into ending friendships, saving for a house or losing weight. So apparently life is short but i have to be an adult, i dont like it but it is the nature of me. I need stability if i didnt, i would be on Whale Wars throwing pipe bombs at whalers.. and would love every minute.
3. Vegan Here Again: Being a Vegan is like watching the Holocaust happen telling everyone that its happening and them saying... la la la lalala im not listening.... and then looking at you like your crazy. Somehow caring about the another living creature beside humans makes you crazy... ummm... what. I ask christians all the time, "do you think god wants his creatures tortured and abused for your sandwich, or your eye shadow or your fashion," and im not religious but i do believe in God, my god just isnt color coated and close minded.
4. Expectations: I expect way to much of my friends. Mostly i expect them to act how i would in a given situation which isnt fair and i understand that, but it doesnt stop me from being dissapointed or hurt by their actions. I just hope it doesnt make me pull away and lose respect.
5. Soooo in Closing: Fuck You 2011, this year im taking care of me. I am going to do what makes me happy, stop putting others ahead of myself, and stop giving all my energy to people that take it for granted. I will buy a house, finish my book, go to China, Lose Weight, Learn to Ride a Horse and Shoot Guns ( not at the same time). It time for me, bc im the only one that will make me a priority.
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