There is always lots of stuff going on in my life. Mostly because im constantly adding more stuff. Due to said stuff i have tried recently to minimize the stress that is my life... so here is my current stuff!
1. Never Can Say Goodbye - Im a scorpio female and loyalty is my thing but my loyalty sometime gets me into a black hole. There is a such thing as too loyal. If the whole world was full of loyal people this wouldnt be an issue but since there are more takers than givers, us loyal ones usually get hurt. I had to end at 12 friendship 10 days ago. I say 10 days because i am def counting it is a 12 step program. It was with an X from a relationship that wasnt bad until the very end. This person was an amazing friend mostly. There was still a connection he is one of those guys where there will always be a connection. There was no possiblity of a renewal in relationship because i didnt like the person had become, he wasnt the person i fell in love with, and I wasnt the type of girl he was attracted to anymore. Eventually the constant hurt this friendship caused was to much. All my friends said it and they were right but i had to be sure i did everything i could before i gave up on the relationship. Its not easy to find someone who will be there whenever you need them but when that person can ruin your day with 1 comment its time to go. Sometimes its the stupidest thing that will break a camels back and consider me broken but healing.
2. Cougar Begon - I can no longer subject myself to any boys under 25, i dont do inspirational speaking, potty training or pacifiers. These little man boys run around thinking they are everything and they seem so much like real men you forget. Its always a good reminder to think about who you were at 21 and who were at 25, there is a serious difference. Age is not just a number and tequila is not just a drink.
3. Women.... no sex is worth tears.... EVER
4. Im currently back in the food business and i just have to say. YOU MOTHERFUCKERS ARE NASTY! Be nice to your servers they bring your food... honesty how can you be rude to people that bring your food it is a very very very bad idea. Also, if you dont want to tip stay home, order takeout dont go into a restaurant run a server like crazy and then give them a dollar because you wanted a faster refill. There are other people besides you and they all think their needs are more important. If you need something from a server make sure everyone at your table asks for what they need. Also dont grab people say excuse me, if one more person grabs me to ask a questions. For the love of God do not cuss a vegan out over buffet fried chicken while the choir is singing O HAPPY DAY! Its just wrong.
5. I am living a ramen noodle life due to South Africa if i survive June with everything intact all will be well. I am aware that i may get kidnapped, raped, killed, burned, attacked, eaten, scared by people, animals in South Africa,,,, but think of the adventure lol
6. I need to finish my book a book that will probably kill relationships but maybe i can use said relationship killer to go to Costa Rica next year... when life gives you lemons... add Bacardi
